你們不會得到我的仇恨

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在11月13日巴黎巴塔克蘭音樂廳(Bataclan Theatre)的襲擊中,Antoine Leiris 永遠失去了他的妻子Helene。幾天后,這位法國男子在Facebook上發出一封公開信,他向恐怖分子宣告:“你們不會得到我的仇恨。”

公開信是法文,以下是中、英文翻譯。

中文翻譯(iQuest 編輯譯):

星期五晚上你們奪去了一個生命,她卓爾不群,是我生命中的摯愛、是我兒子的母親,但你們不會得到我的仇恨。

我不知道你們是谁,我也不想知道,你們的靈魂已經死亡。如果說,你們是為了這位神盲目殺戮,而他又以自己的形象創造我們每一個人,那麼,我妻子身上的每一顆子彈都會是這位神心上的一個傷口。

所以絕不,我不會將仇恨贈予你們。仇恨正是你們所求的,可如果以憤怒來回擊仇恨,恰恰是向愚昧屈服,正是這愚昧造就了今時今日的你們。

你們想讓我恐懼,想讓我以不信任的眼神打量我的同胞,想讓我為了安全而犧牲自由,你們不會得逞!你們失敗了!

等待幾天幾夜後,今天早晨我終於見到了她。她美麗得就像周五晚上離開我們的那刻一樣,美麗得就像12年前我不得不愛上她的那刻一樣。

誠然,我肝腸寸斷,我承認這是你們的小小勝利,但這勝利只是短暫的。我知道她每天都陪在我們身邊,而且終有一日我們會與所有自由的靈魂在天堂重逢,而你們卻永遠無法進去。

我和我的兒子雖是兩個人,但我们卻強於世上所有的軍隊。我再沒有時間給你們了,我得馬上去陪小梅維,他剛從午睡醒來。他只有17個月大,他會像往常一樣吃喝,然後我們會像往常一樣玩耍。而他的一生,這小男孩會以快樂和自由令你們備受威脅,因為絕不,你們同樣不會得到他的仇恨。

英文翻譯(BBC):

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-34862437

On Friday night you stole the life of an exceptional being, the love of my life, the mother of my son, but you won’t have my hatred.

I don’t know who you are and I don’t want to know – you are dead souls. If this God for which you kill indiscriminately made us in his own image, every bullet in the body of my wife will have been a wound in his heart.

So no, I don’t give you the gift of hating you. You are asking for it but responding to hatred with anger would be giving in to the same ignorance that made you what you are.

You want me to be afraid, to view my fellow countrymen with mistrust, to sacrifice my freedom for security. You have lost.

I saw her this morning. Finally, after many nights and days of waiting. She was just as beautiful as when she left on Friday night, just as beautiful as when I fell hopelessly in love over 12 years ago.

Of course I’m devastated with grief, I admit this small victory, but it will be short-lived. I know she will accompany us every day and that we will find ourselves in this paradise of free souls to which you’ll never have access.

We are two, my son and I, but we are stronger than all the armies of the world.

I don’t have any more time to devote to you, I have to join Melvil who is waking up from his nap. He is barely 17-months-old. He will eat his meals as usual, and then we are going to play as usual, and for his whole life this little boy will threaten you by being happy and free. Because no, you will not have his hatred either.

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